Love is something that you can’t touch, and you can’t feel it and it’s pretty much indescribable until you finally fall into it. The love I have for Israel seems to just seep right out of me. There isn’t a day that goes but that I don’t fall more in love with him. He’s gone right now and I’m writing this post about how much I love him, and how I’ll wait for him always. But that in itself shows the love I have for him. Much of relationship is long distance, and will forever or for at least the next 19 and a half years be built up of times where we won’t see each other for months at a time. That’s the thing though, we’re so used to it, that we don’t know any better. I’m a little anxious to see how we handle being together all the time for more than weeks at a time. I know it won’t be a bad experience, just different for us. 2016 will be the first full year we will spend together. Crazy to think right? We will have been married for 2 years almost at that point and together 3 and up until that year we will not be together physically for a full year. It’s strange how life works out that way. Definitely not something that I would have ever dreamed of. And it’s surely not something that either of us wish on worst enemy. We want to be together so badly. We want that more than anything. And although at this point in 26 days we will be for even the brief moment that it will be, it’s not something you could wish on your worst enemy, and you truly don’t realize it until you’re in the relationship. Distance is such a hard thing, but if you can work through it, it will be okay. And that’s just what we do. We work through everything. I couldn’t be more proud of us. I truly believe that when you know, you know. And I know with him. I know that he is the man that I want to spend my life with. There is nobody else who gets me like he does. He’s truly one amazing man.
So as I said, Israel is not home right now. So our communication is limited. But tonight when he called me and I was sleeping I woke up right away, and I heard his voice and I just about started to cry. Hearing his voice is exactly what I need to get through my day. He sent me a Facebook message as well today where he told me that soon it would be back to normal, funny for us normal is distance. I miss my man, but I always know we will make it through, because of our love.